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We look pretty awesome!


Just get a peace of mind after an incident that happened lately, and it makes me consider a lot and I hope I've grown up a little, at least a little because I know afterall it's just a superficial matter. Now I begin to know what we called 'happiness', not by having luxurious stuff with you, not by being cuddled by the other half, not by having superb friends or families, not by achieving your dreams. It's simply by realizing something that is definitely new, something that teaches you a lesson, something that sets you free after you went through something tough. I have never experienced the something like this before until lately, and you know what? This feeling is really AAWWEEESOMEEEE. It's like you have discovered the new side of the world and indulging in the fun which no one else could ever understand you.

Alright the thing is not really big. I granted it myself, learn to LET GO. People go after the things they want desperately then lost all their rationalities, they find thousand ways to prove that they do nothing wrong because they are on the way to their pursuits. Sometimes I do, but everytime I find myself split into two sides, I didn't lose all my rationalities just to get what I want, somehow I think that's the reason for why I cannot achieve anything. There's one saying 'Before you give up, try', at least I tried first before I give up and I eventually know that I don't deserve it, so I just let it go. Letting go of something you wanted is definitely not an easy task, but surprisingly I did it like quite well? Hahahaa.

After the whole incident, I really treasure my friendships, a lot. It's like the best thing on earth to have them by my side when my world is tearing apart, I am never alone with the problems myself but they are always here. When I have them around I don't need anyone else! :) I'm so blessed for having them as my friends, both my high school mates and college mates! Cool!