기다리다 지친다

Somehow Im calm to see all of these heartbreaking issues, either the hard feelings are just hidden or I am not depressing at all, but most probably might be the first one. Owh this November doesnt seem to be nice, however. I still feel something's lost without Jay there, it's like something's wrong but you cant figure it out. It's even more heartbreaking when I got to know that the three boys are not contacting with the other two, omg what happened to this world. I need some HOPES there.

I am still ya fansss no matter what♥Stay strong the 12 boys out there :)
Always keep the faith♥

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I'm currently on the way to SEJ, which I take times to study 2 bab per day. I still couldnt feel the tension even though the people around are starting to work restlessly, and I know I cant fail this exam because I'm going to use a full As(hey,maybe!who knows! pfft) result paper to apply full scholarship for my college. I have so many cravings lately, and I'm going to buy it one by one by myself :) I will work and earn money after the exam because I'm having a three-month-break as I dont wish to go into the college by January. Actually I'm not so desperate to leave ChongHwa and get into college like others do, it sounds really ... 'Oh,I've grown up!'

I still want to update my birthday post however :S This will be the first one for now.

16/10/09 Friday.
Jeong Won Korean Restaurant @ Ampang.

We went there 10ish, which was really late. Catch up with cousins and had nice dinner there, hmm it did not satisfy my stomach though :DD

no other than the whity bowls LOL.



Lucky each of us got 50bucks from gorgeous Uncle Suan! :)



Sulan in there :)



Haha, both of us have chubby faces :DD



The cousiessss.



Family photo, perfectly nice ;)
Hope that these smiles will continue to last, no tragedies and that's heartwarming enough.

*Hmm,thinking of changing my blog link*...