Not good for today, god knows why. I've been tired to see all of these, even the smile I faked. Maybe I would be okay if I knew the reason for being so but too bad, it was a question without an answer. I did look stupid today and led myself to be appeared as unhappy person. I was blank while taking the bus home, did nothing but looking at the cars and people around. Oh I was totally screwed up in the school. Someone should get lost. Back then, and Chuck Bass rules :D Flirty guy I like! Strongly agree with KhaYee, his sexy voice kills everyone, somehow he's a cute one :) Good night at 3am.
Friday, 2nd Oct.
Stuck in home :D
No idea for doing what, dragging all day long is exactly what am I doing now. Opened the mail box and apparently there is always an email come from the Japanese recently. This time he sent me a photo of him with friends, but not the fellows that I guided last time. I am just wondering whether his plan to Malaysia on next May will be confirmed or not, hopef it would. One more thing to talk about his email is the English he uses, I actually cant believe that a Chinese from Shanghai who went to Japan when he was 7 can write quite well in english. So we both continue to email each other everyday and apparently the sentence "cant wait to see you!!" is repeated for so many times pfft
*The dream in the morning was fantastic!♥*
The PPS was playing GG S3 in the morning, SO FAR C&B are not disappointing me :D Can they just stay together forever?.. Hope so! By the way C is kind of fat :X
Did some calculus after that, I was borned to have a non-mathematical brain so forget about it. Off to toto's party later. I saw the Ikea's 2010 catalog and felt like to rush to Ikea in that moment, somehow I think that Ikea's designs are nice-to-see only. Toto and loklok are very cute today, both of them make perfects. The mother earth is gonna be destroyed soon, so when is the end of the world. AND where is the moon for this year?!
Sunday, 4th Oct.
A very hardworking me put some efforts on Calculus. Finished some chinese, hardly memorized the 4 passages. Sulan went for hiking and came home late, somehow mama was very angry at her yesterday and I felt uneasy about it :( My brain cells are finally starting to function mathematically, but seriously I dont know how to solve the integral antiderivatives questions. I am dying to see C in the next episode, shit.
Monday, 5th Oct.
How silly I was because I memorized all the 4 passages which actually we are told to memorize 2 only pfft. The BBQ thingy is finally set, few friends are going though. Senhong and I believed that we can have our own fun with this few INTIMATE friends, well that's kind of true. The stupid hot weather causing my neighbours to feel dizzy and sleepy, the noob even claimed that his heart beats rapidly. KhaYee and I had an intensive revision on chinese and thought of many stupid methods to memorize the biographies of the poets, hope it effectively helps. Today's a jinx day because the skirt is AGAIN stained with blood, the two fellows accompanied me to the toilet later. Had some white grape juice after coming back from school, online sekejap to update this post, replied Ikki's email, and then, CALCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCULUS :D
Tuesday, 6th Oct.
I was very confident to do well in both of the papers. So no worries for today :D In the end, chinese shit, calculus shit, mood shit. Everything has become a shit now. I lost everything I used to have, have no idea of how am I going to spend the holidays. Nerdy or what, just for one month only. Please! Go through the hard cores within this stupid critical month and then you can swim like a fish, fly like a bird (大海从鱼跃，长空任鸟飞)! I need motivations! Anyway so hungry now. Penguin and I are facing dilemma, tomorrow is unknown.
Wednesday, 7th Oct.
First of all, so sorry to my kiaz :( I felt really bad for it.
Soon got in WeyNee's toy car and sped to Mid Valley, also with Shennie's car gang :D We had a not-so-wonderful lunch in that, oh should I spell it as a restaurant? Anyway recalled of olden times during the lunch and also something that I dont know any about it, apparently we dont have something in common anymore. Sorority Row later, I'd covered my face for almost half of the movie time, those people are totally insane. However the foam party in the scenes recalled me that I used to have fun with it few years ago in Singapore, ohh it was awesome! We then spent about an hour in the bonita shop which girls have got themselves a chain with names on it. Penguin was just kept on capturing while I hesitated whether or not to get myself the necklace too. Eventually I got myself a 17 birthday present which is a '17' necklace that cost me RM17, and today's 7th! How coincidentally :) and 10 days to go.
A very hardworking me put some efforts on Calculus. Finished some chinese, hardly memorized the 4 passages. Sulan went for hiking and came home late, somehow mama was very angry at her yesterday and I felt uneasy about it :( My brain cells are finally starting to function mathematically, but seriously I dont know how to solve the integral antiderivatives questions. I am dying to see C in the next episode, shit.
Monday, 5th Oct.
How silly I was because I memorized all the 4 passages which actually we are told to memorize 2 only pfft. The BBQ thingy is finally set, few friends are going though. Senhong and I believed that we can have our own fun with this few INTIMATE friends, well that's kind of true. The stupid hot weather causing my neighbours to feel dizzy and sleepy, the noob even claimed that his heart beats rapidly. KhaYee and I had an intensive revision on chinese and thought of many stupid methods to memorize the biographies of the poets, hope it effectively helps. Today's a jinx day because the skirt is AGAIN stained with blood, the two fellows accompanied me to the toilet later. Had some white grape juice after coming back from school, online sekejap to update this post, replied Ikki's email, and then, CALCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCULUS :D
Tuesday, 6th Oct.
I was very confident to do well in both of the papers. So no worries for today :D In the end, chinese shit, calculus shit, mood shit. Everything has become a shit now. I lost everything I used to have, have no idea of how am I going to spend the holidays. Nerdy or what, just for one month only. Please! Go through the hard cores within this stupid critical month and then you can swim like a fish, fly like a bird (大海从鱼跃，长空任鸟飞)! I need motivations! Anyway so hungry now. Penguin and I are facing dilemma, tomorrow is unknown.
Wednesday, 7th Oct.
First of all, so sorry to my kiaz :( I felt really bad for it.
Soon got in WeyNee's toy car and sped to Mid Valley, also with Shennie's car gang :D We had a not-so-wonderful lunch in that, oh should I spell it as a restaurant? Anyway recalled of olden times during the lunch and also something that I dont know any about it, apparently we dont have something in common anymore. Sorority Row later, I'd covered my face for almost half of the movie time, those people are totally insane. However the foam party in the scenes recalled me that I used to have fun with it few years ago in Singapore, ohh it was awesome! We then spent about an hour in the bonita shop which girls have got themselves a chain with names on it. Penguin was just kept on capturing while I hesitated whether or not to get myself the necklace too. Eventually I got myself a 17 birthday present which is a '17' necklace that cost me RM17, and today's 7th! How coincidentally :) and 10 days to go.
not so happy =\
Thursday, 8th Oct.
I thought of something in the morning and that was really saddening, hopefully I wouldnt have that negative thinking anymore. I cleaned up my wardrobe and it's tidier now as I always mess up the wardrobe by throwing whatever into it, not according to the categories. Then when I was looking for something nice to wear I would throwing them out of the wardrobe and they simply unfolded, so I would throw them back into it. So I found out that it's time to renew the closet, go for stuffs tomorrow :D Then I started to clean my room. SenHong called, why am I feeling that the BBQ thingy is so gonna be a failure? But that would be so fun I supposed. There's no books laying on the floor now and I actually took out the UEC text books from my cupboard :))))) Oh I am a little lazy to get myself to that place tomorrow, hope there's a car! =\
I thought of something in the morning and that was really saddening, hopefully I wouldnt have that negative thinking anymore. I cleaned up my wardrobe and it's tidier now as I always mess up the wardrobe by throwing whatever into it, not according to the categories. Then when I was looking for something nice to wear I would throwing them out of the wardrobe and they simply unfolded, so I would throw them back into it. So I found out that it's time to renew the closet, go for stuffs tomorrow :D Then I started to clean my room. SenHong called, why am I feeling that the BBQ thingy is so gonna be a failure? But that would be so fun I supposed. There's no books laying on the floor now and I actually took out the UEC text books from my cupboard :))))) Oh I am a little lazy to get myself to that place tomorrow, hope there's a car! =\
Friday, 9th Oct.
I begin to feel the loveliness of the morning as I woke up quite early these days. I had a GREAT breakfast today although it was just panmee. Then I silently went to SgWang to meet AhLan, KimJun and Noob, lunch in Gasoline. Frankly I dont like the Gasoline in SgWang, the services never get improved yet they're getting worse. Btw the waiter for today is a lengzai hah. We decided to have dinner together later so that AhLan and I would have more time for shopping! I didnt know that I am STILL love to sing until I went into greenbox again. AhLan and I have a target for today and that is: We must not back with empty hands!!! So we did shopping for a very longggggggggg time, the two fellows were really pity that they were missing for some time, and we couldnt call them. They secretly did something we dont know for sure, but they are not going to tell us the reason for missing sucha long period. I found a restaurant in Jalan Alor and god it's superb nice, felt so glad that we had our dinner there. AhLan and I went up and down in the malls to get me a heels for annual dinner, and also for the future I think because I need to get more into this society by adjusting my poor unraisable height :( The two fellows had gone back. We continued to TS and finally there are some which caught my attention. After comparing the loveliness of the heels in every shop and disappointed in certain occasions like there are no bigger sizes(!), I got myself one FINALLY. Thanks AhLan for accompanied me for so long :)) Mama and sister didnt say anything bad about that heels and said that it's nice! Perhaps I've chosen the right one. Good Night :D
OMG polaroid is on the plane now and coming back home♥
Saturday, 10th Oct.
I woke up and actually found that mama didnt get me the panmee which I did left her a note as reminding yesterday, so I finished the remaining Tim-Tam as my brunch. I watched Astro 311 which was airing the singing contest of China's team and Malaysia's ATQs. I am totally disappointed at Malaysia's, the China's wasnt awesome though. Back then I found that Taiwan's singing contests are the best like they have come out with superb singers, not mentioning just from the famous program One Million Star, but also Super Idol. 张芸京 is from Super Idol hahaha :D And then I watched some videos and then I saw CL again, IDK but I just ♥♥♥♥♥ her. JoKwon is seriously vivid in my mind now :DDDDD GD looks like KimBum, however :S My PPS failed to play videos, then I slept for 4 hours until mama called for dinner with dajie. Toto was annoying however she's cuter than ever. Then SenHong called again, then I am facing this screen and I am about to revise BIO later. Siiien.
Sunday, 11th Oct.
Report: I failed my words as I didnt even flip through BIO last night. Suin was back at midnight time! I've got many many presents from her like necklaces, boots which dont fit my foot, and not to forget about it, A POLAROID CAMERA. Peeps, I have finally owning a POLAROID, this isnt a dream anymore!! Mama gave a morning call to wake us up and get prepared to OneU later. So the morning was in a rush, but I still love the morning! Somehow I kept my eyes on heels in the mall today, maybe just a little addicted?Hehe. I again failed in dress hunting, so leave it to next outing. I felt sleepy suddenly, I thought it was because of the lens so I slept all the way back, and continued to sleep on the sofa after coming back. Suin woke me up suddenly, "Tomorrow want to go HK or not?" SOOOO syok! But after checking the ticket, it's kind of expensive now as airasia doesnt have any promotion. SO tomorrow is still unknown because she went out now and gotta wait until she's back. I easily feel sleepy these few days for god knows why, and people like to talk to me when I am still blur. Gonna watch Motosikal later because I found that ahboy is sooooo farny, love his randomness♥ Btw maybe there's a dilemma: HK or SenHong's? IDK. Maybe la.
Monday, 12th Oct.
I am still alive in Malaysia but not an eater in HK, too bad! Anyway Suin and I went to Pavilion for dress hunting again. In the end we got ourselves some stuffs but not even a dress. However I got my cravings in Cotton On, it's like finally, this is so gonna be my favorite site because things are much more cheaper than Topshop's which the designs are almost same. The Denim jacket in Topshop is about 250bucks where Cotton On's is only 60bucks, moreover they're exactly same! We were about to leave Pav and Suin insisted to take polaroid photo, so we just self-shot in front of the fountain. My first piece of polaroid in my life! I keep on looking it for several times, I L.O.V.E it! Then headed to TS and FINALLY got a dress :) We again went up and down in the mall and it was super tiring, she demanded(-.-) to have ice-cream to 'recharge', but I was still like a dead fish after Baskin Robins. Conversely she was fully recharged and dragged me to erjie's office rapidly, it was like really fast okay. Then we followed erjie headed straight to T.G.I. Friday as toto's papa kena toto(the real toto) and the number's toto's IC number!Hehe :) Another piece of polaroid of dajie together with toto has given to him :D Feel so contented today! Hunting progress is fun yet tiring!
I begin to feel the loveliness of the morning as I woke up quite early these days. I had a GREAT breakfast today although it was just panmee. Then I silently went to SgWang to meet AhLan, KimJun and Noob, lunch in Gasoline. Frankly I dont like the Gasoline in SgWang, the services never get improved yet they're getting worse. Btw the waiter for today is a lengzai hah. We decided to have dinner together later so that AhLan and I would have more time for shopping! I didnt know that I am STILL love to sing until I went into greenbox again. AhLan and I have a target for today and that is: We must not back with empty hands!!! So we did shopping for a very longggggggggg time, the two fellows were really pity that they were missing for some time, and we couldnt call them. They secretly did something we dont know for sure, but they are not going to tell us the reason for missing sucha long period. I found a restaurant in Jalan Alor and god it's superb nice, felt so glad that we had our dinner there. AhLan and I went up and down in the malls to get me a heels for annual dinner, and also for the future I think because I need to get more into this society by adjusting my poor unraisable height :( The two fellows had gone back. We continued to TS and finally there are some which caught my attention. After comparing the loveliness of the heels in every shop and disappointed in certain occasions like there are no bigger sizes(!), I got myself one FINALLY. Thanks AhLan for accompanied me for so long :)) Mama and sister didnt say anything bad about that heels and said that it's nice! Perhaps I've chosen the right one. Good Night :D
OMG polaroid is on the plane now and coming back home♥
Saturday, 10th Oct.
I woke up and actually found that mama didnt get me the panmee which I did left her a note as reminding yesterday, so I finished the remaining Tim-Tam as my brunch. I watched Astro 311 which was airing the singing contest of China's team and Malaysia's ATQs. I am totally disappointed at Malaysia's, the China's wasnt awesome though. Back then I found that Taiwan's singing contests are the best like they have come out with superb singers, not mentioning just from the famous program One Million Star, but also Super Idol. 张芸京 is from Super Idol hahaha :D And then I watched some videos and then I saw CL again, IDK but I just ♥♥♥♥♥ her. JoKwon is seriously vivid in my mind now :DDDDD GD looks like KimBum, however :S My PPS failed to play videos, then I slept for 4 hours until mama called for dinner with dajie. Toto was annoying however she's cuter than ever. Then SenHong called again, then I am facing this screen and I am about to revise BIO later. Siiien.
Sunday, 11th Oct.
Report: I failed my words as I didnt even flip through BIO last night. Suin was back at midnight time! I've got many many presents from her like necklaces, boots which dont fit my foot, and not to forget about it, A POLAROID CAMERA. Peeps, I have finally owning a POLAROID, this isnt a dream anymore!! Mama gave a morning call to wake us up and get prepared to OneU later. So the morning was in a rush, but I still love the morning! Somehow I kept my eyes on heels in the mall today, maybe just a little addicted?Hehe. I again failed in dress hunting, so leave it to next outing. I felt sleepy suddenly, I thought it was because of the lens so I slept all the way back, and continued to sleep on the sofa after coming back. Suin woke me up suddenly, "Tomorrow want to go HK or not?" SOOOO syok! But after checking the ticket, it's kind of expensive now as airasia doesnt have any promotion. SO tomorrow is still unknown because she went out now and gotta wait until she's back. I easily feel sleepy these few days for god knows why, and people like to talk to me when I am still blur. Gonna watch Motosikal later because I found that ahboy is sooooo farny, love his randomness♥ Btw maybe there's a dilemma: HK or SenHong's? IDK. Maybe la.
Monday, 12th Oct.
I am still alive in Malaysia but not an eater in HK, too bad! Anyway Suin and I went to Pavilion for dress hunting again. In the end we got ourselves some stuffs but not even a dress. However I got my cravings in Cotton On, it's like finally, this is so gonna be my favorite site because things are much more cheaper than Topshop's which the designs are almost same. The Denim jacket in Topshop is about 250bucks where Cotton On's is only 60bucks, moreover they're exactly same! We were about to leave Pav and Suin insisted to take polaroid photo, so we just self-shot in front of the fountain. My first piece of polaroid in my life! I keep on looking it for several times, I L.O.V.E it! Then headed to TS and FINALLY got a dress :) We again went up and down in the mall and it was super tiring, she demanded(-.-) to have ice-cream to 'recharge', but I was still like a dead fish after Baskin Robins. Conversely she was fully recharged and dragged me to erjie's office rapidly, it was like really fast okay. Then we followed erjie headed straight to T.G.I. Friday as toto's papa kena toto(the real toto) and the number's toto's IC number!Hehe :) Another piece of polaroid of dajie together with toto has given to him :D Feel so contented today! Hunting progress is fun yet tiring!
Tuesday, 13th Oct.
Today's condition is bad. Sleep and maybe 1 bab of Sejarah? That's all. So sorry for my damn sluggishness. I always hope for the better me but fail to do so as well, so I dont know what else can I do for myself. I thought deeply during bed time, like really deep and made up some mind but I believe that that's not gonna stay long as I know myself the best. I have tried to understand that not everyone lives in the way I am, I try hard for this and I dont know how long does it take to fully understand it. And I freaking dreamed of something ridiculous, it's so gonna be my nightmare, although it was :S I hope that I wouldnt follow my mind blindly.
Wednesday, 14th Oct.
BBQ thingy kicks off today, and I dont remember how many people had rejected me for the past few weeks pfft. Anyway today's a blast!
Sulim- A nobody-wants-to-bother-her-although-it's-her-birthday-celebration birthday girl ToT
JiaJia- Dreaming of '我的未来人'
HuiLing- Sleeping beautybeast
JianPei- Good man who cubit anyone who fall asleep
SenHong- My laoya friend who scared of bee and screamed in the dark and eventually hid inside the blanket
YihPerng- Bleach & Metal Slug, my marshmallow provider :)
KaiYuan- Downloading KTVs desperately, wasted his 'money' :( Poor kid.
Valerie- Master in sausages but, bitter sausages? x|
WeyNee- Unfathomable, undefinable. That's all I think.
EngEng- Another sleepy one who asked for home for several times.
Today deserves a post so I am not gonna elaborate it right now here :) Happy pillow talk, or fight :))
Thursday, 15th Oct.
Oh gotta get up so early in the morning to get back home. I kinda missing the fight in the room last night X) I was still blur while waiting my bus to come and the sleepy me missed two bus, O-H M-Y G-A-W-D. I'm exciting to see the photos we took last night but the USB port is having some problems I think? When I came back I found that my computer is actually as lao ya as SenHong's, omg. My C drive left only 600MB pfft. Uncle Suan gave us a call that tomorrow will be having dinner together with family at the korean restaurant which I saw the photos in his phone last time. USHHH! Tomorrow's night will be good for sure! Korean boy bands pop out lately, somehow I dont look good on them for they have kinda weird names?lol. Maybe someone like 2PM would be good, sigh :'( I still cant accept that he left.
Friday, 16th Oct. (Written on 19th Oct :P)
I finally did something good in my studies, a little bit of BIO :D I keep on seeing the photos we took that night, they are all very memorable and the most important is the photos are really nice! Then I was thinking that why was I looked like a dead fish on that night before the BBQ, it was really unworthy as I used some of my beauty sleeping time to think hard of it. I am so happy right now and complain no more. I dont know why but I just very looking forward to the dinner that night, maybe I will be just happy for going to a Korean restaurant that I've never been before. But our dinner started at 10 and ended at 12ish. Catch up with my cousins there and I wondered why we were not as close as that time during my granpa's funeral, however I did enjoyed the time there! The restaurant has a very nice environment and services although the waiters are not Korean but Indonesians. And yea, had my lovely BBQ beef again! :D Thanks Uncle Suan for giving each of us RM50 notes!HAHA, it's so good of you! Taking photos around and they sang me birthday song when the clock strike 12, received the messages and I have to say here that I did not reply all of the messages (in case if you sent me one), and thanks everyone out there :DD The study gang just called me to sing a birthday song and frankly I knew they would do that for sure, hmmmm I dont really know why I was thinking that way :)
Saturday, 17th Oct. (Written on 19th Oct)
Yayaya I sudah sampai ke 17 finally. I spent my day in Malacca with the maternal families and took a lot of crazy shots in the small room. This will be another post so stay tune for the updates later :D
I am no more 16 now and going to seek another life! 17 doesnt mean that I am seventeen years old but it's also my birth date 17/10, I will be 17 forever! Hmmm, today just talked to KhaYee that we only left about 10 days of high school life, not counting the SPM days anyway. 5 years gone like that :) I'm seeing my future vaguely, but I will try my very best to enjoy the life like nobody cares!(Like I dont care my calculus anymore LOL)
Happy Sweet 17.
Friday, 16th Oct. (Written on 19th Oct :P)
I finally did something good in my studies, a little bit of BIO :D I keep on seeing the photos we took that night, they are all very memorable and the most important is the photos are really nice! Then I was thinking that why was I looked like a dead fish on that night before the BBQ, it was really unworthy as I used some of my beauty sleeping time to think hard of it. I am so happy right now and complain no more. I dont know why but I just very looking forward to the dinner that night, maybe I will be just happy for going to a Korean restaurant that I've never been before. But our dinner started at 10 and ended at 12ish. Catch up with my cousins there and I wondered why we were not as close as that time during my granpa's funeral, however I did enjoyed the time there! The restaurant has a very nice environment and services although the waiters are not Korean but Indonesians. And yea, had my lovely BBQ beef again! :D Thanks Uncle Suan for giving each of us RM50 notes!HAHA, it's so good of you! Taking photos around and they sang me birthday song when the clock strike 12, received the messages and I have to say here that I did not reply all of the messages (in case if you sent me one), and thanks everyone out there :DD The study gang just called me to sing a birthday song and frankly I knew they would do that for sure, hmmmm I dont really know why I was thinking that way :)
Saturday, 17th Oct. (Written on 19th Oct)
Yayaya I sudah sampai ke 17 finally. I spent my day in Malacca with the maternal families and took a lot of crazy shots in the small room. This will be another post so stay tune for the updates later :D
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Hope you enjoy reading this post because it's a real diary :D I am no more 16 now and going to seek another life! 17 doesnt mean that I am seventeen years old but it's also my birth date 17/10, I will be 17 forever! Hmmm, today just talked to KhaYee that we only left about 10 days of high school life, not counting the SPM days anyway. 5 years gone like that :) I'm seeing my future vaguely, but I will try my very best to enjoy the life like nobody cares!
I lovelovelove you :D
Happy Sweet 17.
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