YOON JI hoo <3

The more functional and appealing polaroid is coming back soon, in 2010!
if so then i will not craving for mr.p anymore this year, i rather wait to the next year and get a better one in hand :)

THE IMPOSSIBLE PROJECT


i talked so much, too much.
they talked too much about future tense, senior3, colleges, A level, foundation, Singapore, Australia, England etc.

I never realized that time passed too rapidly that im turning into senior2 this year from the laughingly junior1. the classmates are mostly same class with me before in junior1 and junior2. somehow i feel a little embarrassing when i first stepped into this class, because i know their names, but we dont have the same topics indeed.

once i took the accessory out from the storage box and pored at it, the person who bought me this was one of my best mates. I often sigh and ask myself that how does God arrange the relationships between the billion of people out there? He once bonded us, and many inside stories happened between us, yet tearing us apart when we were starting to love and appreciate each others.

i bought myself a memorial box, and the accessory was thrown into the box. it was memory. it's too late to realize something, and being so regretful for not cherishing the moments.

he doesnt talk to me anymore.
he doesnt smile to me anymore.
he doesnt sing any songs to me anymore.
he doesnt contact me anymore.
he doesnt fool me anymore.
he doesnt share me his secrets anymore.

so many he-doesnt-do-this-and-that-anymore.

he was my friend.

i can see PR in my future, perhaps.
no one encourages me, and no one discourages me.
but they've commented, nice to have friends like that :)

talked to mama & suin about these, have some idea too :)
after finish talking to suin, i googled PR and saw some further information but i dont have much time to think it deeper.