i was reading the book 'Poetry of Summer', sorry I havent finish all yet. The main character is quite superficial i think? I wonder why so many girls would fall in love with him. I dont want someone like him to love me for sure.
so just when the author writes about something like web relationship, i instantly thought of something that happened to me few years ago. Somehow i lost the friendship now.
They brought along happiness, and we did spent some time with them.
'We' are me, and my cousins.
This holiday is super dull as many people said so. But few years ago, the holiday wasnt so dull because of them. I used to spend my holiday in my kampung with my cousins, now I couldnt because we clearly know that we both have our own stuffs to be done in holidays as we are getting close to our own life.
We never meet before thou, but I think that we chatted thru the days. I dont really know the actual topics we talked, not only chatted in msn but also in sms. I spent most of the time on sms.
We live in different states, KL, Muar, Penang, Pahang etc
We even know what are the favourites of each other, and when I saw something that related to them, I would immidiately tell them about the things, share. We fooled each other, tickled and so on. I appreciated this precious friendship, and this went on 1 year long.
BUT something happened.
Maybe we are now busy with our own life as well as live our life good, we now have no more bonding. Even no sms, no msn.
Till now, I dont know whats the direct cause of all of these. Is it me?
Maybe everytime things happened like that most probably is my fault. i cant control i think? even today.
What makes us dont have anymore topics? I read back my old hand-written diary and figured out that I was still writing something about us, like we are more intimate than me with my schoolmates.
Sometimes my cousin and i were thinking to seek back the memories we had, tried to get along with each other again. but things just couldnt turn out what we desired.
They are all elder than me. They are suwan,feiniao and kaede.
I think they might much more closer to us.
rawr.when can i watch 'devil beside u'.. ):
feel like to cancel fs account lol cz it spams my inbox everyday
my sis is back from HK today, midnight.
owh jerk back off.
1 comment:
went people grown up,
they have their own life.
you're just like me,
*or everyone around i think?*
last time when i was still a kid,
i always play with my cousies too.
but now we don't even talk a word with each other,
unless it's necessary.
haha
cheer up.
your hk souvenier coming home what.
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